Mentally Down...In the Valley
I am a preacher, and I watch “P-Valley”—religiously. The Starz series pivots around strippers and their pole prowess. However, there is more to the show than women’s bodies and “climbing up the pole just to get out the bottom.” In any given episode there is a clinic on agency, battery, colorism, domestic violence, education discrimination, father failure, (same) gender love, (stripper) honor codes, incest...Yes, show creator, Katori Hall, renders the ABCs of life through her native Memphis flavor. Hall masterfully shouts out my hometown of Memphis. She pays tribute to its neighborhoods, personalities, radio stations, and even megachurches as a means of addressing politics, poverty, and even patriarchy in religious institutions. One must not discount the content because of the strip club context or stripper pole configurations. Truth is truth no matter the source.
Whereas “P-Valley” is fictitious, it is named after an actual area in southwest Memphis. The show’s primary setting of Chucalissa, Mississippi rings of “The Bluff City.” Yet, although make believe, the series dares to address the stuff of real life. The most recent episode did not make light of the issue of suicide. Hall is adept at putting the current social context in conversation with the world of “P-Valley.” As June was Mental Health Awareness Month, and July is BIPOC Mental Health Month, she dares to note that characters “down in the valley” are not immune to challenges regarding mental health and wellness.
The latest episode entitled, “Savage” plumbs the love of two men, Lil Murda and Big Teak. Big Teak was recently released from prison after more than twenty years. His lover is up and coming rap artist, Lil Murda. While the two men share tender moments, some explicit, it is apparent that Big Teak has a deeper anger and pain that Lil Murda’s shallow “You’re alright” does not address or mend. Constant fights and violence merely scratch the surface of what lies within him. These are but harbingers of things to come.
Big Teak is planning his suicide. He cleans himself up, takes Lil Murda out to dinner, and even gets a haircut. Hall again displays her narrative and literary genius. As Big Teak looks in the mirror from his haircut, there is the image of Mark Hammermeister illustration of blues legend, Robert Johnson, with horns behind his back. Big Teak returns to his childhood home trying to find some way to settle with devil. It is here the audience sees a bloodied little child in a closet.
In a romantic, moonlit and even playful moment on top of his car, Big Teak reveals to Lil Murda the trauma from witnessing his mother kill his siblings. As he approaches what he believes is his time to die, Big Teak offers to take Lil Murda somewhere, anywhere. Lil Murda refuses realizing something is amiss. After an escalating yet, heartbreaking exchange in which Lil Murda tries to convince him that he has something to live for, Big Teak resolves that there is just too much darkness. He then shoots himself in the head. Scene. Suicide down in P-Valley.
Lil Murda exits the car. His last words of the episode: “I’m not okay.” Ironically Big Teak was trying to tell him the very same thing.
So what is a preacher to do with this? I am always curious what the Bible can say to me, if anything, during such heartwrenching moments. Of course the biblical scholar I am would be remiss not to lift the story of the widow of Zarephath (1 Kings 17:7-16) who is so destitute that she prepares a last meal so she and her son can die. The prophet Elijah struggles and wishes to end it all due to the wrath of Queen Jezebel (1 Kings 19). Judas, the disciple who betrayed Jesus, hangs himself (Matthew 27: 3-5). Dare I say Jesus, facing Calvary, is overwhelmed and emotionally distraught (Matthew 26:38; Mark 14:34).
Who dares to mention biblical texts along with strippers, prostitution, gay love, transgender persons, and yes, suicide? I ask why not? One can easily get stomped at the late not flare of “P-Valley.” Perhaps we ought to just drink water wherever water is given. Lil Murda and Big Teak offer a teachable moment. The show forces the viewer to pause and consider one’s own well-being, trauma, and messiness. It gives the space to say like Lil Murda, “I’m not okay.” And it is okay to be honest. In “P-Valley” Uncle Clifford is the almost 6 feet tall, big, bold, brash transgender part owner of The Pynk strip club. #PynkPosse. She is also a love interest of Lil Murda who receives him with open arms post Big Teak’s suicide. Her rules are verbal glitter. In my best Uncle Clifford voice: “Pynk Rule 777: Don’t knock the message because of the messenger.”
“P-Valley” pushed the entertainment envelop by crafting an educational moment on mental health. It also pushed a button in me as I remembered my own mother who committed suicide twenty-four years ago this very same weekend. Talk about art imitating life. Whew!
I am a preacher who watches “P-Valley.” As I am not a psychologist or psychiatrist, I contend it is my duty to point readers to such significant resources. The following are free and confidential:
The National Alliance on Mental Health Hotline
1.800.950.NAMI
www.nami.org
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Call or text: 1.800.273.8255
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
May we dare to find people who will listen, spaces that are free, and the audacity to proclaim, “I’m not okay.”